Jealousy is a bitch!
…. life is work people…. sex is easy! But, hell if jealousy doesn’t end up winding itself in and tying me up like a little bitch!
then there is the borderline in me…
she’s a bitch too. oh, she’s a mean little bitch!
and when Jealousy and Borderline get tangled…
ohhhh… look out! Shit storms start happenin’
I’ve had a lot of GREAT feedback the last couple of days from people who I consider friends. I do want to take it easy and just enjoy the ride but, Jealousy crops and and I am F-U-C-K-E-D, screwed! I don’t want a serious relationship with anyone – OK – maybe eventually… but I am relationship retarded (and I do know how to use that term correctly)! I just can’t handle the energy it would take to work on one right now.
I just think that sex should be easy and somehow I even fuck that up. Uh??? Who does that? This girl
Right now, I just want my friends to know that I see the light out there… but there is struggle for me.. Borderline likes the fight… and loves the sex. There’s no doubt. But, ME… I like not having to struggle and I feel that. I feel the smile you send me, Sammy :). I hear you t.dot! I will enjoy, if I can just not struggle through the Jealousy of the aftermath.
……….. don’t think too hard, dig too deep, read between the lines. 🙂