Reached my limit of ‘lols’ :)

Wow… that’s all I got for ya.
You are amazing with words.
Seriously, the best I’ve ever seen
From you, I expected at least a “nice knowing you”
not a blank page – a little more class than that
because you are a classy guy
Eh, it’s a shame, but it is what it is.

 

It’s crazy how people can get to you anywhere. My fucking blog isn’t even safe. We really are Prey… aren’t we? Don’t get me wrong. I let em get to me. I open myself up for it – usually before I realize I’ve done it. But I want it – I do. I tend to believe that I ask for it. But here’s the thing. I just don’t have it to give back. Or, don’t know how to give it back… or haven’t figured out how too…. fuucck (wait, no, I know how to do that part).

Oh hell, I don’t know. It doesn’t really matter much. I’ll figure it out. I got it here in person. Right here with me. Ya want me – you have to come and get me cuz I got nothing else. WAIT! Not an invitation. Jesus, Jami! This is just me talking. I just don’t have the same “gift” (ha) that others do I guess. I’m the coward. LOL (oops) I lack the gift for gab. I’m not a do-it-myself gal while others talk me through it. And, I certainly can’t talk the talk. I’m a little more private that way – or scared maybe. Can’t say that I’m sorry for that. (Seriously, I’m not sorry for that at all – seems creepy to me) I’m just a physical person. I need to be held. I need to be touched. Who doesn’t? I just want and need the real thing.

Oooohhhh… but the words on the page that you put down FINE sir!!! Yeah, you got me… oh, you got me! hmmmm…

I digress… Oh well… have I mentioned that I have missed therapy twice now. Prolly need to get back to Therapy Man. Winter sucks. Especially when Therapy Man is 2 1/2 hours one way away. LOL (oh, there’s another one. Apparently those LOLs are not sexy and quite annoying!). But then, I’ve never professed that I am sexy. I’m a math geek… with possibly a hot body. But… since I have body issues I wouldn’t know that or ever admit it. So there ya go. I’m gonna LOL the hell out of this bitch! LOL!

Yeah… the way my blog is going and my personal life is headed I’d say WINTER is here and I need to move to Chicago! I wonder if Therapy Man would let me just live in his office. I could probably clean it for food. I’m gonna end up losing my job if I keep doing what I’m doing anyway. Teaching is hard right now! And, I’m just making it harder on myself!

Ooooooh shit! Fuckers! LOL!

Have a great day!

12 thoughts on “Reached my limit of ‘lols’ :)

  1. manyofus1980

    Winter is here, that’s a sure thing. I want summer to come quick! I bet teaching is hard. Do you teach kids, or teens? I’m sorry people are getting to you. That sucks. Sending a hug! xoxo

      1. manyofus1980

        Well…thats a pretty shitty thing to do. I cant believe the nerve of some people! Just shake em off, lol. XX

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