Fondly referred to as Betty

Ran thru roughly $3000 in approximately 9 days. Not on me. Not bills. Not on Christmas presents – not even 1! Uh uh! Nope! Spent it on completely unnecessary and inappropriate bullshit.

So, ask me how I’ve been?!?! By the way, I’m bipolar… annnddd… I’m going out on a limb to say that although that’s a bipolar II diagnosis and – in general don’t have “bipolar mania” – I’m manic as fuck. Or, as an alternative the borderline personality part of me, fondly referred to by many as, Betty, has surfaced.

In addition to the spending there has been other extremely inappropriate behavior that I can’t even write about. God bless my therapist. However, just saw him yesterday and I was back at it today.  So I don’t know. Fucked up with a mix of fucked up. Incase I didn’t really make that clear.

That’s about what I got right now as an update. Not fun and definitely not pretty. Actually not good at all… but honest. I’ll get through it. I always do.

18 thoughts on “Fondly referred to as Betty

  1. We can be fucked together. I went over my finances tonight and it’s a bloodbath. No idea how things got so out of control but welcome to the bipolar + borderline personality express. I see you’re on my train as well, hello love. I wish there was something I could do, but if you ever want to talk privately or whatever, I have a contact me page on my site you can use to email me…. please try not to judge yourself too harshly (I’d say don’t judge at all but hahaha I know how that goes). I love you& big hugs!!!

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