Ran thru roughly $3000 in approximately 9 days. Not on me. Not bills. Not on Christmas presents – not even 1! Uh uh! Nope! Spent it on completely unnecessary and inappropriate bullshit.
So, ask me how I’ve been?!?! By the way, I’m bipolar… annnddd… I’m going out on a limb to say that although that’s a bipolar II diagnosis and – in general don’t have “bipolar mania” – I’m manic as fuck. Or, as an alternative the borderline personality part of me, fondly referred to by many as, Betty, has surfaced.
In addition to the spending there has been other extremely inappropriate behavior that I can’t even write about. God bless my therapist. However, just saw him yesterday and I was back at it today. So I don’t know. Fucked up with a mix of fucked up. Incase I didn’t really make that clear.
That’s about what I got right now as an update. Not fun and definitely not pretty. Actually not good at all… but honest. I’ll get through it. I always do.