“I really thought you’d be here,
I just don’t get it
Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole,
I could go down with you
Even though I want to, I want to, I won’t”
There is so much in this song…
I don’t even know where to start. I have listened to it over and over and each time I get something different from it. I’m the girl who can listen to a song – lyrics maybe one moment and the music the next and go from angst to elation.. seriously, music is a drug to me. There is so much to this song. I’m just stuck going back to it all of the time. I listen to it for a few days and then I’ll leave it alone for a bit. I”ll go back to it… hear something different. Let it take me somewhere new until I’m numb with it… and then I drop it again. I don’t know if it’s the music, the lyrics, her voice…. I don’t know which lyric – who it’s about – where it actually takes me anymore. But it moves me for sure….
“this life is beautiful… it is…”