I pushed so hard…. I was so completely out of control that I was physically sick. But I couldn’t stop myself. And this time I was sure you would be gone. You really should have been gone. I prepared myself for it all night. Then, this morning I looked down at my phone sitting on my desk and there you were…. very simply you said….
I honestly don’t know where to go from here. I can’t continue to lose mind like this. Ironically I am getting stronger. I know that. But, It feels like something is different about you. Lately when I’ve been on the edge ready to fall away – you reach out at the very. last. moment. and pull me right back into your space.
In the past you turned and walked away…. But not this time… This time it was just simply…..