almost 5 am

almost 5:00am

writing what’s on my mind
what’s in my head
a thought, simple –
moving like crazy
round and round
should I do this
BLOCK
STOP
I don’t know.
seriously, I don’t know.
Where did you go?
What just happened?
weird thoughts
just thoughts
no one can make the
right choices for me
not then – not now
can’t follow through on
thoughts so simple
round and round
i just reach up to stop them
wouldn’t it be so easy here
you, me
thoughts here
thoughts there
ever moving
Oh MY God – ever moving
never done
wait
SHIT
it’s done!
why am I afraid to feel…

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