We can all be scared to death
Never certain of what it is we want
All the fears we should confess
Holding our breath just dying to speak up
– I’ll Bring Ya Back, Brett Eldredge
Truth is, what I want and what is good for me to want are in no way congruent to one another. No, no. I have an issue with needing to do for others in order to find validation in myself…. I think that’s what it is. Or, is it that I actually seek validation in the other person? Or, is it that I want someone to take note that I can actually do good?
Yuck…. regardless, my extremely well paid therapist wants me to ask myself this question now….
So, what does Jami want? Want…. want… that is truly the question.